Now I Can't Go On...
Guys, this will be my last image.
I am leaving Spirit Source.
For 10 years now I have been battling clinical depression, and in the last few months it has been worse than it's been for many years. I have finally realised that Animation Source is not making my mental problems any better; in fact, it's making them worse. So, for my own health, it is time I left.
I have held off leaving for many months now, primarily because I have nowhere else to go. You will not find me on deviantART, Chicken Smoothie or any similar websites. Maybe someday I will find somewhere else to post my art and creations, but this is no longer that place.
I am sorry to everyone who was my friend, everyone who had characters related or connected to mine. I am sorry to leave you. But what must be must be.
AngelTrouble, Lionlover22, Winds'EchoedWhisper, Valeria, HayleyWolf, Pawn, TheXLuckyXOne, XLinaa, HorseeGurl, LadyWinter, Khione, GallopGirl, White Knight, Scoody_Doo, Bopsie: if you ever read this, know that I love you all and will never forget you. You made this place home to me accepted me into your family and gave me a place to belong. For that I am eternally grateful.
To everyone else: thank you for your kindness, support and the memories I will carry away from Spirit Source. Please, never forget to respect each other and look after each other. Do what you can to preserve the peace and maybe, one day; this place will be great again.
Do not worry about me. I will be ok. I have my real life family to look after and support me. And in time maybe I will find somewhere else to belong. But for now it is time I said goodbye.
I am leaving Spirit Source.
For 10 years now I have been battling clinical depression, and in the last few months it has been worse than it's been for many years. I have finally realised that Animation Source is not making my mental problems any better; in fact, it's making them worse. So, for my own health, it is time I left.
I have held off leaving for many months now, primarily because I have nowhere else to go. You will not find me on deviantART, Chicken Smoothie or any similar websites. Maybe someday I will find somewhere else to post my art and creations, but this is no longer that place.
I am sorry to everyone who was my friend, everyone who had characters related or connected to mine. I am sorry to leave you. But what must be must be.
AngelTrouble, Lionlover22, Winds'EchoedWhisper, Valeria, HayleyWolf, Pawn, TheXLuckyXOne, XLinaa, HorseeGurl, LadyWinter, Khione, GallopGirl, White Knight, Scoody_Doo, Bopsie: if you ever read this, know that I love you all and will never forget you. You made this place home to me accepted me into your family and gave me a place to belong. For that I am eternally grateful.
To everyone else: thank you for your kindness, support and the memories I will carry away from Spirit Source. Please, never forget to respect each other and look after each other. Do what you can to preserve the peace and maybe, one day; this place will be great again.
Do not worry about me. I will be ok. I have my real life family to look after and support me. And in time maybe I will find somewhere else to belong. But for now it is time I said goodbye.
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| March 27, 2014 | ||
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Goodbye I guess,. I barely knew you! Your THE blackhorsebeth,..your a
great artist. I wish I knew you better. Hope your better very soon.
Goodluck blackhorsebeth. |
| January 17, 2014 | ||
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Blackhorsebeth, I know that we didn't met but I always looked your work and was always amased, I saw as you where always a good person to every one and I'll like to have knowed you. So goodbye I hope you come back but if you don't well get better |
 | January 12, 2014 | |
Good bye Beth! I'll never forget the kindness you showed me, and I'm
sure no one else will either. Good luck in life, and I hope that maybe
you will return someday! C: |
| December 27, 2013 | ||
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I know we don't really know each other on SS but I always looked up to
you because you are amazing. your art is beautiful and your linearts
are so cool. I suffer from depression too. I know how you feel. but
for me getting on SS helps. thanks also for all of your how to
tutorials they really help me on making art. I miss you and your
beautiful art  maybe someday you will come back.SophieDog |
| December 24, 2013 | ||
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*hugs you bsck*We will never forget you beth and i will make sure to
put all your renders and linearts to good use!!!Bye and i hope xill
cross paths again someday... |
| December 24, 2013 | ||
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Thank you everyone for your incredibly kind words. I will never forget
any of you. *hugs you all* |
| December 24, 2013 | ||
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Oh Beth.... -hugs- I'm crying. You're like a sister to me. :c I'm
going to miss you; you've been so kind to me. You were my first friend
on Animation Source. I will never forget you. -hugs- |
| December 24, 2013 | ||
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I am sad to see you go Beth. I know we haven't know each other long,
but I care for you all the same. I hope whatever problems you are
having is sorted out and you can truly be happy again. You are an
amazing person, one that just seems to brighten a place within
seconds, and I will miss you. I know we will all miss you, for you are one of those rare people that someone meets and from the first meeting, will never forget. I wish you only the best - Starship101 |
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