Now I Can't Go On...

Guys, this will be my last image.

I am leaving Spirit Source.

For 10 years now I have been battling clinical depression, and in the last few months it has been worse than it's been for many years. I have finally realised that Animation Source is not making my mental problems any better; in fact, it's making them worse. So, for my own health, it is time I left.

I have held off leaving for many months now, primarily because I have nowhere else to go. You will not find me on deviantART, Chicken Smoothie or any similar websites. Maybe someday I will find somewhere else to post my art and creations, but this is no longer that place.

I am sorry to everyone who was my friend, everyone who had characters related or connected to mine. I am sorry to leave you. But what must be must be.

AngelTrouble, Lionlover22, Winds'EchoedWhisper, Valeria, HayleyWolf, Pawn, TheXLuckyXOne, XLinaa, HorseeGurl, LadyWinter, Khione, GallopGirl, White Knight, Scoody_Doo, Bopsie: if you ever read this, know that I love you all and will never forget you. You made this place home to me accepted me into your family and gave me a place to belong. For that I am eternally grateful.
To everyone else: thank you for your kindness, support and the memories I will carry away from Spirit Source. Please, never forget to respect each other and look after each other. Do what you can to preserve the peace and maybe, one day; this place will be great again.

Do not worry about me. I will be ok. I have my real life family to look after and support me. And in time maybe I will find somewhere else to belong. But for now it is time I said goodbye.

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Shadowec lipse	December 24, 2013

Im agreeing with lionlover we will all miss you :c


Shadowec lipse	December 24, 2013

Beth nooo don goooo

I will miss you dearly


Guest	December 23, 2013

I will miss you, and I hope you feel better soon. : )


LadyWint er	December 23, 2013

Beth.. I'm legit about to cry xD I'm going to miss you so freaking much. Your artwork has brought so much brightness and positive feedback, and your characters are truly beautiful and one of a kind. It has been such an honor to consider you as my friend. I hope to see you again soon, and I hope you get better. Take good care ^^


Guest	December 23, 2013

I'll miss you Beth!


LionLove r22	December 23, 2013

Beth... You are an amazing soul, you make SS what it is- truly, you have inspired so many of us, including me. You have always been there when im down or when i need someone to catch me, and i hope i was always there for you because you deserved it. I looked up to you, your art is amazing, your characters, you stories. I just constantly visited your characters pages so I could re-read their bios. I was such a fan of your work, and I'm very devastated to see i will no longer be able to do that.

Im not going to make this about me, because I don't like it when people do that- but, I do suffer from depression aswell, so i do know what you're going through, of course we are both probably in different situations, but I do understand how SS makes it worse, because that's why I left so suddenly. Im still here, Im always here for you. If you need someone to talk to, and SS is the only way how, dont be afraid to still PM me on here. If its a rant, a complain, a sulk. It doesn't matter, i will be here listening.. Ok? *hugs* I love you hun, best of luck for all you do, and I hope you feel better


Troll Berserke r	December 23, 2013
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I'm really sad to see you leaving, it's a great loss. You are a really nice person and active member who was always willing to help.
I hope that you will get better and come back one day. Take care.

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