The next morning, the sun just started to shined, I open my eyes, Aleu was in my sight, still asleep. I slowly got up so I didn't wake her. I sat down, facing back at Alaska, thinking back on the last few days over there. I turn my head around, Aleu in the corner of my eye.
 

   "I should wake her up now." I said getting up.

  "You know we should be looking for a home." I smiled.

   "And leave the others behind?" Aleu chuckled just waking up.

    "I wish." I laughed.

    Aleu got up and howled the rest of the clan to wake up, everyone stud up almost immediately. We began entering through the trees, hopefully not go past the mountains. Aleu's head sticks at the side of mine, my muzzle over hers.  We ran into a field near by the mountains, caves at the very side at the bottom of the mountain. I had a scent, wolfs.....rotting.

    "Do you think this might be a good place?" I questioned

    "I Think it is, just clean it out and should be fine." Aleu agreeing that this is the place.

    "Maybe some dangerous bear killed them and not starvation." I  address the possibilities.

    "I think we can kill one when there's about thirty wolfs to save each others lifes." Aleu answered back.

    Aleu howled out loud saying this is our new home , just clean up a bit. As we entered our cave, getting the rotten bodies out of here. I got finshed quickly.

    "I'm going to hunt, you want to come?"  I asked.

    "I wish I could." Aleu answered.

    "Why?"  Having no clue in my mind what might be a problem.

   "I don't know how, because I'm mostly a dog." Aleu's head is facing to the ground.

    And just like that, time to me seemed stop, I was in love........ with a dog, but still had wolf in her. I didn't think thats a problem.

   "So your a wolf-dog? There's no need to be sad,  That's not even affect my love for you." I said walking to her, and kissing her on top of her muzzle.

    "Yes people might hate you but I'm sure none of the hatred will never hurt you." I said seeing her head looking up from the long stare at the ground.

    "Mostly it's what your instinct tells you." I answering how to do it.

    We both searched around the area around the base, and by the looks for the hunting grounds was at the other side of the mountain. Plentiful of caribou. After a few minutes at the other side of the mountains I got rabbit, Aleu beats me by a huge caribou.

    "I'm embarrassed." I said.

   "Well I don't like bragging." Aleu laughed at me.

    Aleu and I carried the the body back home. Before we settled down, Aleu howled at the clan telling the spot that fulled with the caribou. At night, a question came to mind.

    "How did you get here?" I asked.

    "*sigh* .....Well when I was born I was one of the 6 pups, All of them looked like a purebred husky. I though that I was a dog, just having my dad's dog side. but he told me I was a wolf after a hunter tried to shoot me. I felt like I was rejected from society, and ran away. Then I saw you. I went up in the mountain, seeing a mouse, and he said........" 

"And what, I'm not going to be angry." I said with a smile on my face.

    "He said that everyone had a spirt guide." Aleu said.

    "Ok, I don't get that, I mean like, what ever you believe is what you believe. But to me that's silly, not to be rude, but they should of told my parents to treat me better." I said with a straight face.

   "Yes thats what I thought it was at first, but then I found out he was my spirt guide." After that, a tear went though her eyes.

    "What wrong?" I said.

    "I miss my mom, dad, Kodi, Saba, Dingo, Pine, Mark, Boris, Muk, and Luk." Aleu tried to hold the tears.

    "I'm sure they miss you." I got up walked and layed down besides her.

   "Hopefully we can go back to your old home to visit, I promised." I kissed her on the lips.

    "I love you." Aleu said letting go, letting her tears out and crying on my neck. After a few minutes, she stopped, lying her down on the ground.

    I didn't say anything after that, not trying to make her up upset. Laying my head, besides her.

    One week has passed, I having this feeling of being watched. At the hunting grounds, ready to pounce on the caribou, as I jumped a body hit me, pushing me in thin air. Landing on my back, a wolf gets on top of me, about to bite my neck. Struggling to getting him off, moving my body so he doesn't bite me. I was losing strength, unable to have him off of me. Out of know where Aleu pushes the guy off of me. Her paw on the guy's head, so if he moves, a broken neck will kill him.

    "Who are you?" Aleu asked with fury in her eyes.

    "Someone that owns this territory." The guy answered.

    "Oh." Aleu feeling guilt. I got up seeing how he's trying to escape. But then seeing the worry of death in his eyes, a thought came up so that everyones happy, but seemingly it seem stupid.

   "I think we can do something that will fix this." I said.

    "Like what?" The guy calmed down.

    "Your clan, join ours, a clan with bases." I said. I looked at Aleu, she was looking at me, like "he tried to kill you, why are you doing this?" Kind of look.

    "Please let me go, I think this can be something I can work with." He said, Aleu getting off of his head. He got up.

    "Sorry about that, names Razor. Who's the leader?" Razor asked.

    "Aleu is." I said pointing at her with my muzzle.

    "I just need you to come with me, because I need to make sure that the clan agree with that." Razor said.

    "Ty, go back to the clan tell them whats going on." Aleu asked.

    I ran through the mountain. Howling to the clan. Saying that the clan is going to may be larger. Trying to associate with them. I went back home waiting on Aleu to come back. I began closing my eyes, then I heard Aleu's howl. I got out of the cave, looking around, I didn't see her.

    I turned around, looking up, Aleu was on top of the mountain, making her feel like the powerful one. The other clan has agreed. That the two clans have been tied together into one.

    Razor went back to the other base that night. All had the feeling that there is no more danger around us. Right now in everyones mind is how can we trust them. but I doubt anything will happen.

   The next day, I was on the shoreline, watching the ocean, go by. Seeing that the bridge is not just a bunch of ice drifting in a line, it was a bridge.

    "I think you love water then me Ty." Aleu laughed.

    "Of course I do, because it made.............." I was going to answer why I love water, but I saw a figures, running on the ice bridge.

    "Who the hell is that?" I said unable to tell why. As the figures came closer, I knew who's coming.

    "Oh no....." I said in disbelief.

    "What?" Aleu asked.

    "Its my brothers......and my sister.......oh my god no." I said looking down at the ground.

     The three finally got on to the shore, they looked around and saw me. I looked up and seeing them running towards me. As they got to me, they started dancing around me, all happy to see me alive.

    "Where were you?" Jamella asked

    "Why can't you leave me alone?" I begged for them to go away.

    "Dad was worried about you"  Jamella answered.

   I turn looked at Aleu, and she looked at me, probably thinking that I was lying about my family doing harm, stress, and loneliness.

   "If he was worried about me then he should of tooked anger management classes, ESPECIALLY MY MOTHER, at least you can see that I GOT ****ING SCAR'S ON MY GOD DAMN BODY!" I grew angry by the second, seeing Jamella being paralysed in fear.

   "Who is this fine lady?" Lance flirted with her.

   "Aleu, my mate." My rage stopped because of the subject change. I didn't get angry at him, he didn't know, I would of said that (If I knew what love feels like beforehand).

    "......Oh." Lance had his ears down.      Aleu walked up and started nuzzling me.

    "Will you invite them to our home?" Aleu asked, in a attempt to get to know them.

     "......Fine." I was desperate for them to leave!

     All of us came to the base. The clan was watching us, as the visitors came into our territory. Worried that one might come up and hurt them. I felt uncomfortable that they were just watching, making absolutely no sound. We enter our home, I was thinking where should they stay for the next few days before they leave.

     I was hearing whispering from Aleu and Jamella. Trum and Lance were trying to look at Aleu, as when she looked at them, they turn their eyes, pretending they were talking to each other. I just decided they can sleep here for the next few days, but soon that wasn't the case.

    "You guys want to join our clan?" Aleu asked.

    In my mind I was thinking of committing suicide just because of what she said!

    "Sure!" The three answered.

     "Ty, can you find a place from them?" Aleu asked.

     "Ok, be right back." I said nuzzling her.

    I was looking around the area, there was only one cave open.

    "Do you mind if you three share cave?" I asked.

   "Ok." The three answered.

   "You might want clean it up." I was giving a warning about the rotten bodies that the whole clan, and Trum hates rotten flesh and the scent of it ( I wouldn't blame him).

    "Why?" Trum asked.

    "Rotten bodies." After that, Trum ran to the trees, and heard him puke.

    "Old times, see ya." I said walking away.

   I return back to our cave. and I knew Aleu will be on to me about my father.

    "Are you lying to me?" Aleu was questioning my past.

    "No, I'm not lying about my torturistic parents, probably the three were just worried about me since I ran away, because of my parents." I was explaining to her.

    "I love you, and I will never hurt you, I will never betray you, and I will never ever lie to you." I started kissing Aleu, we both layed down and we cuddled each other. Our muzzle's were side by side.

   "You want to know why I love water." I asked, trying to cheer her up. She nodded yes.

   "Because life needs water, and without water, theres no life, and water created your parents, then you." I said , then kissing her.

   After that night, I woken up at the same time with Aleu.

 
  "Had a good sleep?" I said smiling at her.

  "No." Aleu got up quickly.

  "Why?" I asked.

 
   "I'm just nervous about Nava. I'm going to try to talk to him." Aleu started walking out.

  "I'm going to hunt, see yea in a bit." I walked out with her.

   I got through the mountains, seeing the other wolfs, from the other section of the place. I was like a second before another got one of the caribou. Struggling to get it back home, once I got back home, I didn't see her.

  
  "Probably at the shoreline." I started to walk out of the cave.

  I got up to the shoreline, listening to her howls, coming out of the forest. seeing her in front of me, hearing Nava's howl as well.

   "Having any luck try-OH MY GOD!" Once Aleu turned around and face me, her eyes were pink.

  "Surprising?" Aleu giggled to my "oh my god" moment.

  "Yes, how the hell did you do that?" Now thinking that everyone can have it and it wasn't my body development.

  "Remember what you said about water, Nava told me it was one of the things that "cannot be tought to do", so i began understand why you said that and I can see color and your emotion. She tolded me how she got it.

  After what she said a howl from Nava came upon us saying " Are you still there?". Aleu howled back "Got to go, bye".

  "Man, this ability makes me feel like a god until now." My ears was down.

  "Well maybe we can have little gods and goddesses" Aleu began flirting and having her tail in front of my muzzle.

  "You mean having pups? Right now, after a week since we meet?" I began worring what might happen to the children if we do have them, or what might affect them in anyway.

  "Why not, we know we have protection, we have more than 60 others to keep us alive. and we do love each other, yes it a week but, to me it seems to me it been a lifetime, because Nome dogs didn't treat me right" Aleu putting me in a calmer state now after the thoughts of something happening. Then walking over to kiss me.

  "Come on....." Agreeing to the time is now, but my mind began pushing the limits of stress, worrying if I will become my father or anything else happening.

  While Aleu and I were walking to our home, i began to wander in my thoughts, thinking all thing that may happen, Seeing flashbacks at the past, And I think I found the my lifelong desire, I've never felt this way before but I knew what it was, A desire......... FOR BLOOD. I knew i could not back out of this and now my eyes were open wider now. and we entered the cave.

The next week......

  Aleu is pregnant, I'm happy for that, also become a dad, but i can't sleep at night! That desire is still there making me stress beyond the max becomeing some messed up young nervous wolf. Winter is heating up with freezing temperatures and feets of snow. making the ocean frozen rock solid.
And the worst thing is.....When ever I have to hunt, I have to have one of my brothers or sister to watch her for me. Nights of no sleep, harsh winter, Aleu's pregnancy, My brothers or sister ( or sons and daughters from a devilish parents!), ALL OF THOSE THINGS IS MAKING ME INTO A ****ED UP WOLF!

 The next month (PREDICTION OF ALEU GOING INTO LABOR: 30 days).....

  I can't take this anymore! I'm scared for me becoming like my father, since I have the gene of having no heart, it's become to much for me to handle, thankfully in the next few weeks most of the stress will be gone.

 4 weeks later (CHILD BIRTH: TOMORROW.).......

  It's became more better, winter is almost gone and pretty soon my lover will have our pups, Still a little worried but not AS much two months I was. Now I think it's time for me to get ready.....FOR THE BEST.

 The night of birth.....

  "Hold on I'm going to make sure everything in the clan is ok, ok sweetheart?" I said kissing her on the side of her muzzle.

  I walked to the very end of the cave howling out to the clan asking if there is something going on. I waited a a few minutes, so they can see if there is anything wrong, but...

  "TY! I think there here" she was going into labor, her breathing became heavy.

  "Hold on." I grew impatient for my answer, suddenly i heard a howl back, nothing else is going on.

  Running as fast as I could at the end of the cave assisting to keep going.

   "Stay relax, take it slow." Thinking of something that would cause less pain for Aleu to go through doing the process.

   Aleu started to take it slow, and it started to work, and i just said on the top of my head.

  30 minutes later (After birth).....

   "So.... were parents." Aleu and I had a smile on our face. 5 pups to be with Aleu being with coozy from her body and tail. The sight of my kids, gave me the knowledgle, that HOW can I hurt them.

  "I, will never be like my father to you." I gave the promise to my kids.  After saying that Aleu kissed me.

  "YOU BASTARD!" Someone yelled in the cave without showing himself. Alerting me that something is a danger to my family. I got closer to the end of the cave, i had a flashback of what happen back then......I knew who was there.........

  "....dad" Right after I said that, My father jumped out taking me out of my feet. he was on me, trying to kill me, by biting my neck, but i pushed him off, he flew through the air and hit the side of the cave. Hearing a crack from his bones, and falling to the ground. He was struggling to get up. I got up seeing him in pain, but I want him to get out.

    "Get out." I don't want to hurt him anymore.

   "After I kill you!" Finally he stood up but unable to run.

  I howled out for back to get him back on the ice on the ocean.

  "I don't to hurt you, GET OUT."  I demanded, And seeing a few people were here, but some were the wrong person to help. I shoved my dad out of my home. Others came and grabed him by the mouth, and pulled him up to the shore line. Trum, Lance, and Jamella was watching our father getting out of the clan's home. The guys got him on the ice, standing at the shoreline to make sure he doesn't get off.

   He began running back to alaska, winter is almost over, and I don't care if he drowns. Once he was out of our sights the others return home. But Jamella had to questioned why I got him off of the place. Lance and Trum knew better to not even say anything to me.

   "Why did you do this?" Jamella questioned me.

   "He was going to kill me and my pups. Does he look like he cares about me?" I questioned back.

   "Can we see them?" Jamella ignored my question

   "**** NO, If you enter my home you will get out of this clan, but drown in the ocean water, goes for you two too."  I walked back to my home, rage turned into saddness, anger turned into guilt. I entered my home, seeing the pups again with Aleu.

   "I didn't lie." I remembered when she thought I was lying.

   "I'm so sorry,Ty." She was trying to get up.

   "Stay with the kids, they need you more. Just leave me alone for tonight, I'm going to try to get the worst scar out of my life, Father saying he wants me dead." Walking to the other end of the cave, tears was coming out of my eyes. Soon I went to sleep.

  My dream did not help out at all. Memories of the dark past I had, I now questioned If I'm out of the dark past. I went out to the shoreline, seeing the ice melting, spring coming.

   " Hate is always here, and one day its going to kill me." I said to myself. Tears was coming out of my eyes once again.

   "Hate is not here anymore." Aleu walked up to me, Nuzzling me.

   "You know we have to pick the names of the kids." Aleu is probably dying to name the pups.

   "I'll be there in a minute." Once after I said that, Aleu kissed me. And walked back home.

   Trying to believe that hate is gone, and love surrounds me. But still the past is still her, the three. Now I can say I'm safe here. I started walking back home. And once I step in, The promise I made the kids is going to start.