Ch.4:Love or Life

   The strange feeling got worse as the day went on.I now knew what the feeling was.The worse feeling I feared the most,love.How in moons name could this happen?Was it because I felt sorry for Okami?My mind was spining in thoughts like crazy.I fell on my bed looking at the over head window.It was still raining out side,making the world seem dark & gray.

   I to calm my head,I trunned on my radio & a song came on singing,"I put your picture away.Sat down & cried all day..."The song was one of those breakup ones.I could only picture myself now:a 15 year old boy,wet to the bone,messed up hair,& a girl he barly knows broken hearted.

   I wondered what she ment by her & everyone else dieing.I made my chouse; Monday(being the last day of school) I was going to ask why & if I do go,how & what would I have to do?Hours past by like years as I thought of stuff to say to her.The name crossed my mind everytime...Okami...

   When I woke up it was 4:51 am,Monday morning.Did I sleep all Sunday after noon?It didn't matter to me.I got up & got dressed for school.I had to where a pair of shorts & a shrit that barly were in good condition.When I got down stairs,mom had already had gone to work & dad was eating breakfast."Hey,son.Haven't seen you in a while,"he said.I could care less about that.I ran out side to my skateboard & then I relized I broke it last month.

   So,I ran to school.The school was only 7 blocks away from home.So if I woke up too early,I could walk there.But I had something inportent to do this morning.When I got there,there were only a few teachers,staff,& early students.She was there,too.

   "A purfect day for a last day of a life,"she said.The things she says can be so confousing."What the bloody heck do you mean?"I said to her."You should know,"she said,walking faster.I cought up with her but she ran faster than I did."Leave me alone.You already made up you mind & disicted to stay.What else do you want?"she was really mad now.I glared back at Okami"I changed my mind.I'm going to New York."