Hello there, I'm UntamedPetrovaFire. I've been on this site for years, and I'm thankful to this site for teaching me about the internet and how fandoms/fangirls/art sites/etc. work. Today I unfortunetly have found myself in a tough position. As of September of last year I was diagnosed with Panic Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, mild Agoraphobia, Dysthmia (mild Depression), Depersonalization/Derealization, mild OCD and mild Dermatophagia. I believe these illnesses have always been a part of me, as this has happened to me before, and I do not believe that I will ever fully recover; I expect that I will deal with my illnesses for the rest of my life. NO, I am not giving up. NO, I do not want anyone's pity. I am mentally ill, but I am still here. I am not lazy, I am not crazy, and I suffer from MEDICAL ILLNESSES that are no different from Cancer, Diabetes, or even a common cold. I will fight my illnesses. I am currently in therapy, doing Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) with a