I'm sorry. I saw on facebook. You okay Sierra?

What'd he say? Was he at least nice about it?

What happened?

Oh nooooeeees D: I'm am so sorry for that Arte... it's very sad to hear, I hope I can help *hugs* if you ever wanna talk about it, PM me or write something in my profile, okay? :c

Thanks Arti I'm a little bit better now, and I do try my best to ignore. But what if they're right about my choice being "wrong"? I could never tell anyone everything about my adrenaline rushes, other than Mike. He's the only one that has a clue about them, or why I always disappear at times. I'm trying so hard to get out of my depression, but no one is letting me escape or even tell my side of the story. I feel like a bird that's free to the sky, but my wings are broken.
I'll never forget about you Arti. Every day, during class I always wish I could talk to you, and just forget life. You, Mike, and all the other people that haven't betrayed me are the people I keep on going for. Whenever I'm in such a dark place, you or Mike, or someone else online always pulls me out of it. I feel dead on the inside half the time now. But just talking to you gives me hope, that maybe I'll be alive again. I love you Arti. Don't ever forget that. You give me a reason to keep going on, and I won't ever forget that.

Pax Somes

Hai

Lol, wow.

I'm good thanks
How about you?

No problem

I know, you're totally right Arti. I just wish that someone could understand why I'm dating Mike. Everyone thinks it's because I want revenge, but the truth is that every single day I saw Mike, I had to fight off feelings of attraction towards him. I never really told anyone, because I was hoping that if no one knew that I secretly liked him. Finally, after 5 months of us being extremely close friends, and opening up all of our secrets to each other, he admitted that he really did care. That's why he was so protective of me, even before he admitted that he had feelings for me. Every time Parker would complain or mention me, Mike always tensed up and wanted to punch Parker. (He's super loyal and protective for his friends.)
Yesterday, I went to school late because I didn't want to face the fires. Everyone just keeps on shouting to my face "WHY??!" and I couldn't take it anymore. My body is constantly shaking, I'm having nightmares, I feel so numb on the inside and outside, and my vision is constantly blurring. Even one of my closest friends lashed out at me. She started to yell at me about my adrenaline rushes about and said they weren't real. I told her about only one rush, but she doesn't know like Mike does. She thought I was lying, and I had to finally admit that I was depressed (and slightly worse as well). I feel like I've lost everything. My "friends" have forced me into a depression, and I feel like my entire body is shutting down on me. I have to be extremely careful to avoid having another adrenaline rush for a while, or I'm pretty sure it will seriously hurt me.
And the worst part of this all is that my only true friends are all online. I wish I could talk to you, and forget my life. I wish it'd all go away, and people could stick to their own business.

Nothing really, busy with homework. D= You?

Hey. ^^

Oh I know how that goes... Hope it gets betta for you

Thats good ^^

Yay, i must go look now :D

:C thats not what I wanted to hear.

xD. How have you been doing?

hey temisi we're talking with dezzah on skype!

Arttttyyyy :D

I can say the same Lol been one of those rotten days...

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enjoy!

what happened today/yesterday?

It dealt with my last journal entry on DA.
I am deleting it and making a new account tomorrow, if I even stay there.

I think it's all over now though. ^^

Hmm no do you think you could link me to them? I'd love to see them^^

Interesting, is it free?

what is Skype?

ehehehe, thank you Sierra, It's one of my favorite subjets to talk about, My girlfriend.

Yeah I remeber seeing that somewhere^^ I can't decide who's gonna be Celeste`s mate... Lol I guess whoever she looks better with

Lol I keep meaning to put up pictures of Aries and her siblings, I've been so busy lately I really loved Aries design though, very creative. XD Gotta love purple < 3

what? o: