I don't hate you hon. I could never hate you. You followed your heart, and people should respect that. I'm here.. I promise. I love you Becca.

No..I don't want you to leave..

You've hurt him badly...

So all along it was Sean you loved? Even when you were with Matt and Alec?

Well, in the long run, it's going to hurt Alec more. Knowing the whole time, you only thought of him as a friend.. :| so it's hurt him now, or hurt him later when he's deeper in love.. :| I wish those weren't the two options, but that's all it is! Dx.. And hmm, well, if he really did love you like he said, those feelings wouldn't have changed. In fact, they would have gotten stronger, since he hasn't seen you for a long time.. And mmm, always here darling~ promise ♥ and i'll listen to unfaitful for you (: but who is it by ? Rihanna ? xD

Mmm..he hasn't been on for a long time..

If Alec doesn't understand, like I said, that's his problem. But he should understand. And well, those people who say you deserve better, are liars! .__. you deserve sean ♥ because you both want each other ;D and ahaha, mica isn't smart, but she tries o.o and i'll always approve of what you do. it's what a true friend does. no matter your decisions, i'll stand by you :] and haha, listen to battle cry! or did you already ? o.o

-hugs back- You know it. ;D

It's easy to see he makes you happier then any man ever has, I wish you the best of luck hun. ♥ but if he hurts you...well...lets just say it win't be pretty. ;D

*Points to the little quote coloured in dark blue and black.* ;3

Alec will understand. He has too. And I know, hardly anyone knows about love. But you learn as you grow older. And Sean, he knows he can't do better than you. c: he'd be a fool if he wasn't in love with you. and well, the people who don't look at it like that, are losers ;D. Mica's smart. She knows what she's talking about. Not really but shush, let her think that lmao. and I'm definelty okay with it. And I know Trisha just wants you happy. As for Matt, he's gonna like it whether he likes it or not. (: and I'm always here darling. Promise, I won't go anywhere. EVER. I love you too ♥

Mmm, that, my dear, you have to figure out. I know he'll hurt. But he'll hurt more in the end.. And that's plain to see. And dear, you know, he would understand. Who can't understand real love ? And even if he doesn't understand, that's his problem. not yours. And I know that.. it's so clear to see. You in fact IN LOVE with this boy. And I bet, you he is too. It was clear to see in his pms.. He's so in love with you. You are the reason he hasn't left yet. And no, I don't think it's bad that you love him. Who can help who you love ? Hey, I'm falling in love with a man who's been taken for almost a year xD. And when you remember, you ask me right away. Hon, I'll always give you my honest opinion. I don't believe in lying.. I won't do that.. :| It's not me. And it's by Shontelle. Pretty good song. And sorry, I didn't know if you replied or not! xD

did you reply to my message ? i don't know if you did.. ;| i think you did, but i might have accidently erased it o3o..

If matt doesn't understand how much Sean means to you, then is he a true friend ? And everyone else who hates you, who cares. If they don't listen to your side of the story, then once again, were they true friends ? And I know you promised not to hurt Alec. But in the long run, finding out you loved someone else more than him will hurt him... Since he never knew, and he gave it his all. hon, you do what you think is best.. And Alec, I've known him for two years. He'd understand.. It'd take him to completely understand, but he will understand. And well, Sean, if he loves you as much as he said in those pms I read, then he would do an online relationship. Love, it shouldn't matter the distance. As long as you both love each other. And I know he'd be faithful.

I'm sure nothing has happened to him. He seems like a strong boy. And mmm, I'm always going to be here. I promise. Nothing will ever make me disfaithful to you. You are one of my best friends. And I need you to stay here. Even when life gets us down, we need to remain cheerful. The next day is a new day. A new start. And did you listen to the song ? o;

Thanks, yours is awesome. ^^

I know Matt is one of my closest friends, but you need to do what makes you happy before you think of others. If Sean makes you happy, and you make him happy. DATE. It doesn't matter what anyone thinks. It's just you two. Do what makes you happy. Don't stay with Alec... It's only going to hurt him more in the end.. :| i love you too darling.. always ♥

mmm, I know.. I just, feel like it is my fault. And I'm sorry. I know things are rough. But don't let it get you down. Okay ? Just, try to smile. Try to be happy. At least you know things are going okay for him. otherwise Em would tell you yes ?

Then stay. But you know what the consquences are if you stay. He might not come on for a while. Hon, i'm sorry you are crying.. and i didn't mean to hurt you.. I honestly didn't.. Just, don't be with Alec. He needs someone who will actually love him.. And it's clear to me and Trisha, you want Sean and only him. And he knows that too. He'll be back one day.. he has to be. Love, I love you. And I feel broken that you are hurting.. Listen to this song please ? Go to youtube and listen to Battle Cry. Okay ? I don't know if it relates to all of this, but it's a good song, basically saying I'll always be by your side. Mmm.

Then why are you with Alec..?

my profile means nothing. don't worry hon. it's just, words to myself..

i don't know what to say. normally i know what to say. but i have nothing to say, except keep waiting, or leave. those are the two options miss. just, know.. if you leave and he comes back, that's the end of it. why are you with alec ? there is no point, because it's clear to say your love is only for Sean. You are trying to please Alec when you aren't pleasing yourself. Darling, it's gonna be okay. If you need to cry, let it out. Don't hold it in.. I'm here.. I don't know what else to do.. Just, I'm sorry..

my darling, i'm here.. don't be sad... please don't.. don't you know i love you ? don't be hurt.. he's gonna come back soon.. he promised he wouldn't be on 24/7, and he needs to work on his school work. but he'll be here once everything in real life is situated. just you watch. don't be sad.. i love you miss becca. and miss mica ramirez doesn't like seeing you so so hurt.. :|

Please be happy...

-giggles- Good. xD

-giggles and is clung to- You can always lean on me. :D

Why didn't Matt and Trisha like him ? It seems like he made you happy. Why did you two break up anyway ? and hmmm, don't you dare do anything bad. Don't make me slap you... with... bacon! >8[. Becca be a good girl. She doesn't leave, nor do bad things. Nope xD I'm sure he'll come back. Just give it some more time. And oh mai 8O Cucumbers ? yummy. But pickles are better (;

Hmm, he can't get on a computer at the library ? that's what i had to do for a bit, while my laptop was broken :| and i'm sorry he doesn't come on much.. but i bet you one of these days, he'll pop on and surprise you < 3 hopefully! :'D and even if he doesn't, his memories will be stuck with you. I know you won't forget him. And I know for a fact, he definelty won't forget you cx. And oh mai, your lime one, does it like pickles too ? o.o

You can hang on to me. [:

Hmm. I don't know why you do. xD