hey look on wolfy's page!!!

yeah.. i understand you... i was so afraid.. even i spoken to him by phone regularily, i was stll noticing his missing in my bed, by my side.. the missing of his hugs, of his kisses... i even cried on nights thinking that he could get gravily hurted,.. even i dreamt that his boss caled us and told us to go to the burial... the obsession got in my dreams and well when i seen him oming down from the airport alive and fully body... i broke up crying and went runing to hug him desperated. i hope i don't have any other depression like that...

i will also become soldier, but i'll become vet helper, in my boyfriend's barrack the soldiers are used to work with animals such as dogs and horses, dogs for anti-drug controls, resquiting people, not only soldiers, firefighters and polices too, well many of them get hurt by bullets and things like that, if i ever go to the war i wont risk my life i'll be helping animals, but.. my boyfriend.. goes to the front...

I still have a little of scare of the guards.. each friday and now thanks to the soldiers that went on a ravel he's double guarding and also has to go on tuesday, i still spend the night very afraid.. you still know that your better half is in the entrance of a barrack stopped holding a riffle

here you don't exactly move around the country but there are several travels that are incredible, but also very dangerous, for example, my boyfriend went for four months to Libano { a country in war } and well i spent 4 months without him with the idea aroun the head that too many soldiers come back without legs, without arms... and some others barely come back { you understand } well imagine my face when i seen him comming back fully body...

i am pretty great

hey whats up how have you been