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Ecliptica
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Post subject: I never knew pain could feel this bad  Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 9:37 am |
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Pain fills me, pain is powefull, but I never knew it could as painfull like what happend 3 nights ago.
What happend last well since I was six its not fun to be abused, and im not talking a spank or a slap im talking about being punched, kicked, smashed into broken glass, being a thing that my father loved to hurt loved to watch bleed loved to see his friends laugh at fights me and him had and everyone of them ended up with me being coverd with wounds and blood and in so much pain.
He would come home and if I said something he didn't like he would punch me kick me, he has stabed me a few times, he has stabed my dog a few times, he has done so much to me since I was six and is still doing it but more and more painfull.
He snaped my whrists a few times in the past, he has broken my arm manytimes mainly by hitting me with a metal bat, if you think thats bad well that is not even close to his worst, he is responcible for my sisters suicide and for me going to hell and back, more then once.
But here is what happend 3 nights ago, well me and my brother Kodi are exreamly close, he was the onlyone I could call family, my mom hates me and does not love me, same with my dad and all of my family members that live near me, but Kodi and I were almost like each other in many ways, me and him were always together, but 3 nights ago him and his friends were crossing the road and a drunk driver almost hit his friend but he pushed her out of the way just in time but he got hit and died.
So if I don't seem happy or not around, that is why and well planing a funral which is not a happy time.
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 9:55 am |
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*Gasps, hugs Ecliptica* OMG I'm soooo sorry for you! 
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 10:02 am |
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*hugs aswell* Omg, thats horrible!
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 10:06 am |
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 10:42 am |
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*hugs Ecliptica* I know your pain. I want to tell you it will all be ok but I dont know whats going to happen. I'm really sorry and your in my prayers.
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:32 am |
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Man, I feel really sorry for you.....
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Post subject: Re: I never knew pain could feel this bad Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 12:24 pm |
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Ecliptica wrote: Pain fills me, pain is powefull, but I never knew it could as painfull like what happend 3 nights ago. What happend last well since I was six its not fun to be abused, and im not talking a spank or a slap im talking about being punched, kicked, smashed into broken glass, being a thing that my father loved to hurt loved to watch bleed loved to see his friends laugh at fights me and him had and everyone of them ended up with me being coverd with wounds and blood and in so much pain. He would come home and if I said something he didn't like he would punch me kick me, he has stabed me a few times, he has stabed my dog a few times, he has done so much to me since I was six and is still doing it but more and more painfull. Aaww, that sooo sad  He snaped my whrists a few times in the past, he has broken my arm manytimes mainly by hitting me with a metal bat, if you think thats bad well that is not even close to his worst, he is responcible for my sisters suicide and for me going to hell and back, more then once. But here is what happend 3 nights ago, well me and my brother Kodi are exreamly close, he was the onlyone I could call family, my mom hates me and does not love me, same with my dad and all of my family members that live near me, but Kodi and I were almost like each other in many ways, me and him were always together, but 3 nights ago him and his friends were crossing the road and a drunk driver almost hit his friend but he pushed her out of the way just in time but he got hit and died. So if I don't seem happy or not around, that is why and well planing a funral which is not a happy time.
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Ecliptica
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 12:47 pm |
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Togo wrote: If I understood your post correctly, what are you waiting to run away from your house?
Thank you all it means so much *hugs all back*
No im not trying that again.
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 1:39 pm |
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Ecliptica
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 1:43 pm |
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Olivia_loves_Link wrote: Well you HAVE to do SOMETHING! You can't sit and let your self be beaten until you die!
I just have to wait a bit longer then I can get away from all of it.
I am also not at home alot because of it but when I do go home I get it but I just leave again for awhile.
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 1:44 pm |
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*gives Ecliptica huge hug* OMG! I'm so very sorry. I don't see why such horrible things happen to such great people like you. *gives Ecliptica another hug*
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 1:45 pm |
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I'm at home a lot too...just because i dont have any friends where i live
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 2:03 pm |
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This calls....FOR A SONG!
We are the champions,my friend
And we'll keep on fighting
'till the end!
We are the champions
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS
No time for losers
'Cause we are the chmapions
Of the world!
Ecliptica, some time I'm going to make a music video dedicated to you with that song...I'm serious, I will! Once I figure out how to make videos, that is...
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Post subject: Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 2:13 pm |
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Olivia_loves_Link wrote: This calls....FOR A SONG!
We are the champions,my friend
And we'll keep on fighting
'till the end!
We are the champions
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS
No time for losers
'Cause we are the chmapions
Of the world!
Ecliptica, some time I'm going to make a music video dedicated to you with that song...I'm serious, I will! Once I figure out how to make videos, that is...
I love that song! My versions are 'I am the champion' and 'We are the losers'.
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