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Cody said worriedly "All will be made clear. The sword is for cutting off my head in pure rage if you want to. I understand if you want to. Anyways, I need to start at the beginning. My father was the alpha male when Victor was killed. He ordered me to go out in a killing spree in vampire territory. So, I did. I went to a couple places with about ten werewolves. A small pack size mind you. We went out during the day when vampires were the most vonurable and we killed hundreds of vampires and I mean hundreds. When it was getting late we needed to return to my land to rest and start back up the next day. So, we started to go back to my land and" Cody then started to cry even more horribly and continued "And we met up with a couple of vampires one male and one female. We tortured him for fun and I doing most of it. They wanted to stop me but my rage was building and I didn't want to stop until it was to late. I killed him and his name was" Cody then started to cry uncontrollably and continued "Shay, his name was Victor. And now I know it was your boyfriend. Now whatever you want to do to me do it. Kill me if you want to. That is why I gave you my sword." Cody then looked up and tilted his head up so his sword could slice through his neck cleanly.

After a little while of closing his eyes, Cody said "When you make up your mind I will be in my room." Cody then got up and went to his room and cried to no end.

Cody still continued to cry and said "I know what I did was unforgivable and I want to end my miserable existence." Cody then got off of his bed and grabbed the thrown away sword and picked it up and shacked it with anger. He was ready to decapitate himself. He began to raise the sword to swing it.

Cody let the sword go and thrown himself on their bed and cried. He then turned into his wolf form and started to beat himself up.

Cody looked at Shay a way that he never looked at her. It was full of hatred of himself, of what he has done, the love he has for Shay, and a pleading look. He said while looking strait into the eyes of Shay "Hold me, please, Shay like I always held you. I need it for not killing myself. I really want to kill myself but if you hold me until I calm down. I think I wont. Please, Shay. I beg you. I will feel better if you hold me in your arms until I finally fall asleep."

Cody said sorrily "I am so sorry, Shay. If I new that you vampires had feelings then I would have never killed any of you vampires but I was raised to think that you vampires were just blood thirsty monsters with no feelings. And if I had a chance to change what I did, I would change it without even thinking. But I can't. I am so sorry. I should be the one that is dead not Victor." Cody then cried the hardest he has ever cried in his entire life.

Cody said "How can I live with myself if you can't come upon yourself to forgive me? And how can I live with myself knowing how much I hurt you? I am a bad person and I deserve torment beyond compare. Death would be better and kinder than what I deserve. So, why shouldn't I kill myself? What is their in life that I should live for? Life is so cruel." Cody then started to hit himself dangerously.

Cody lifted Shay's head and hugged her lovingly and didn't want to let go. As Cody hugged Shay, he said "Thank you, Shay. You opened my eyes to what is truly important to me. And that is my family. Let's just sleep for a while together." Cody then laid down and put his blankets over him.