catwhohas14tails wrote:
See? I knew you weren't going to kill yourself. Not that I'm calling you a wimp, because it'd be the other way around. You were smart for not doing anything worse to yourself (even if stabbing your hand was pretty dumb, it's better than suicide)
Now, I must say I was very angry with my last post to you. But I must also say I regret nothing I've said.
Think what you will about me I really don't give a rat's tail.
But you've got it easy compared to my friend. Her house actually burnt down. She had to come live with me for a while, and we sure as hell couldn't afford it. I couldn't do anything that winter in order to save money, I couldn't even drive anywhere but to school.
My friend put up with alot of ****** her whole life, MUCH MORE than you have. Her parents divorced when she was very young and she had to take care of her siblings who were but a few years younger than her. Now she's not allowed to see them. Two of her boyfriends beat her and mentally assaulted her. Her parents never gave a s**t about her. Her family rarely helped pay for her needs. Her grandparents treat her like a bad kid. And there's more upon that.
And I stood by her as well as I could and talked her out of doing many foolish things, even when my life wasn't/isn't doing well either. But I can't do that now because we've lost touch and it hasn't even been half a year yet. And I pray for her all the time that she's doing well, even if she's going through what you're going through, it's better than how she was.
I'm sick and tired about hearing all of you thinking you have the worst life in the world. So, you best think about "how bad" you have it, before you do something stupid again.
PS Just so I don't fricken offend anyone, I'm not starting a fight, nor am I trying to make you think better of me.
I agree with you all the way..and I'm not trying to say I have the worst life, or compare my life with other peoples lives, because I know that there is people out there who have it worse than me..and my friend had to go through something like that too...
Her dad was an alcoholic and he came home drunk one day, she was in her room and he just came in and knocked her off her bed and started kicking, punching, calling her names and hitting her, so she tried to call her mom but she wasn't home so she took this knife from under her pillow and stabbed him in the arm, then her mom got home and was like 'OMG William (not her dad's real name, but Im not gunna say it) how could you do this to her' and she called the ambulance for her dad...
After that her dad died because his arm couldn't heal because the blood wouldn't clot from all the alcohal, and her mom got depressed and started drinking, and bringing home all these guys, and they often hit on her daughter and stuff..
But anyway her and her sisters got taken away from her mom, and they now live with their older sister (she's 20 I think) and her older sister's boyfriend...who's in a gang called the Bloods and he hits them sometimes, so I feel really sorry for her, and she's (literally) like the nicest person in the world..and I usually always hang out with her and I don't let her go home sometimes..
and In school everybody makes fun of her little sister Savanna because she's like crazy (no offence and I don't blame her)..they call her 'Savage Savanna' because she always tries to fight with people
and this story is TRUE! I am NOT lying! but still, Im just saying that I know her life is worse than mine..and some other peoples..
So before you go and try to kill yourself, think of all the people who have it worse than you and how lucky you are that this didn't happen to you...
