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Well as you grow you change. Maybe you've gained confidence.

I'm very sorry to say this but, not everyone can like you. There isn't much to be done except maybe try to ask them why they hate you or just ignore it. I hope this helps a little.

[quote="Panic_Wolf"][color=red]Alright. I just thought it was weird that ALL of them do.[/color][/quote]

I'm in the same boat...All the boys in my class LOATHE me! lol, but I make it a big game, I'll wipe my palm on thweir shoulder or if they tick me off, push them. They go crazy. Trust me, but, seeing as I'm in Middle School, you don't want to act immature.



But here's my problem:

You see, My Mom, or rather Aunt, just died, and we all have a tough time. My Aunty Kathy loved her dearly.

But, when she died I was sleeping over my friends house...And wasn't told until the day after.

I also did thngs when she was alive that really miffed her off, what I'm saying is, I feel like it's my fault she got sick, that I let her down before she went and it's eating me up inside, now I'm just so miffed myself I get moody. Now I tell everyone when it happens it just popped out. What should I do about the fact I feel like my Aunt's death...well why do I feel liek I partly killed her? I know all what happened but before she went, I was near her and just saying sorry...Sorry for everything...how do I stop this feeling?

I'm in the same boat...All the boys in my class LOATHE me! lol, but I make it a big game, I'll wipe my palm on thweir shoulder or if they tick me off, push them. They go crazy. Trust me, but, seeing as I'm in Middle School, you don't want to act immature.



But here's my problem:

You see, My Mom, or rather Aunt, just died, and we all have a tough time. My Aunty Kathy loved her dearly.

But, when she died I was sleeping over my friends house...And wasn't told until the day after.

I also did thngs when she was alive that really miffed her off, what I'm saying is, I feel like it's my fault she got sick, that I let her down before she went and it's eating me up inside, now I'm just so miffed myself I get moody. Now I tell everyone when it happens it just popped out. What should I do about the fact I feel like my Aunt's death...well why do I feel liek I partly killed her? I know all what happened but before she went, I was near her and just saying sorry...Sorry for everything...how do I stop this feeling?

I am so sorry....

Ok to answer you qestion. It may seem like your fault but it is not. I repete is not. It normal to feel like this at first becase its part of the griving proscess and it happens to all. To stop this feeling try to find something that you love doing and focus on that, like writting. I used to think it was stupid untill i tried putting thoughts on paper and it really works.

That's easy for to say; but it's not normal to grieve this long is it?? But sometimes I'v had odd dreams of my comitting suide, then going to Hell, because it was my fault she died. At least that's what God said...I tihnk I'm going crazy.

It is my fault though...I just feel like it is...I was so rotten to her befroe hand, I was laways sour...and it hurt her so, I hate feeling like this.