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(No, we figured we'd leave him alone, because after all, rockstars have their private lives as well. And I like to respect it. But I've seen him pretty many times before, and sometimes he's said hi to me xD)

Sergei began to smile, and nuzzled Amali quickly.

- Well, I know it's you, because my life indeed has changed since I met you, he said.

(Yeah^^ And its good that he's said hi to you. and tomorrow is INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!*jumps around the room like crazy*)

"No, it's not." Amali pulled away and looked at him.

"You remember when you asked me if I was alright when we first met? Well, I wasn't. I was thinking about something. Something that I did. Something that took away everything that meant to me."

(Yeah, he kinda knows me from being at their shows so many times :'D Ohhh cool! Our indepence day isn't until december :<)

Sergei looked at Amali, with a rather confused look on his face and didn't really understand where Amali was going with this.

- What do you mean? he asked quietly raising his eyebrows.

(That's cool, you're a real fan then^^)

"It was me." she blurted out. "I was responsible for their deaths."

(Yeah..^^' I've travelled in their concerts all over Finland for 2 years now :'D And been to AT LEAST 20 shows of them.)

Sergei's eyes widened a little bit, as he listened to Amali's words, he didn't really get it straight away but once he realized what she really was talking about, a shocked look slowly sneaked into his face. He couldn't believe it, he refused to believe it.

- I... I thought you said you were trying to save them, he then blurred quietly.

(Wow!)

Amali looked down and sighed. "It was a fire and my friend was caught in it." she explained. "But when she asked me for my help, I just ran away I did the same thing for the rest of my family, and now they're gone." She put her head down and felt the tug of pain in her heart. "The pain was so much, I couldn't bear it. When I was a cub, they told me I was gifted. But now I see that it was only just a curse."

(I know! :'D)

Sergei had first a surprised and confused look on his face, then it slowly turned into shocked. He couldn't believe those words coming out of his beloved Amali's mouth, how could someone he loved have done something like that.

- No... no, Amali, say it isn't so, he whispered, with a shocked and desperate look on his face.

(Yeah^^ You're lucky)

Amali looked away to avoid looking at Sergei, tears quickly forming in her eyes.

"It's true."

(Some might say I'm crazy : D)

Sergei backed down about two three steps, shaking his head in disbelief.

- I... I can't believe this, he said quietly, feeling nothing but dissapointment and shock.

(I know, I'm sometimes referred to as crazy myself^^)

Amali walked a little way away and sat down, not looking Sergei in the eye. Even from a distance, she could feel his blue eyes piercing through her in disbelief.

"I didn't want to tell you because I was afraid you wouldn't be my friend anymore." she let her tears fall. "I'm sorry Sergei."

(It's only healthy to be a little crazy ^^)

- I was more than your friend, Sergei said quietly, raising his eyebrows.

- I loved you... and I was fool enough to think you loved me too.

Now Sergei turned his back on Amali and lowered his head.

(I can agree with that )

"But I did love you, even though I didn't know it." Amali replied. "I didn't want you to turn your back on me like that, after all we've been through."

(Sorry about the delay, I was seeing the reckless boys again )

Sergei looked at the ground, closing his eyes in disbelief, and still didn't turn back towards Amali.

- I can't believe you kept something so horrible from me, he sighed, shaking his head.

- After all we've been through, I imagined you trusted me.

(Really? Hope you enjoyed^^)

Amali sighed.

"I can leave right now if you want me to."

(I sure did, check out this picture of me and the guys
http://i49.tinypic.com/24y1km1.jpg )

- No, I'm the who should leave. It's obvious I don't deserve you, since you didn't trust me, Sergei sighed, and turned to leave.