I contemplate this...

(deleted user) · **Posted:** Fri Oct 06, 2006 11:30 am

I remember the good old days when Juuchan17, Greykitty (God, I miss her), Togo and Nick were our dear Mods. I have nothing against the new ones (DrewTheWolf and Whitewolf are great as Mods) but the site was cozy with just the three mods and two webmasters. But with there been more members it's needed that we should now have 7 Mods on the forum and one or three for each fan part. This what I am talking about people joining and not even posting, it's messing up the system (God, I miss being the plain Zorro the Coyote and I'm beginning to hate being called ZTC2) I might change back if it won't cause any trouble since the site is banned on the school computars now anyway. Yes, I am going to do that now, just to make a start! :wink:

Gold Wolf · **Posted:** Fri Oct 06, 2006 11:43 am

I might try going back to being Aleu Balto Jenna,if nobody has any objections to it.

phantom_wolf190 · **Posted:** Fri Oct 06, 2006 3:09 pm

This reminds me of the song 'I Hate Myself For Losing You' by Kelly Clarkson.

phantom_wolf190 · **Posted:** Fri Oct 06, 2006 3:20 pm

Dingo wrote:

KellyClarksonGirl wrote:

This reminds me of the song 'I Hate Myself For Losing You' by Kelly Clarkson.

Strange...now that you mention it...that describes exactly how I felt when I first heard about all of this.

My initial reaction...well...I was upset. (That's an understatement.) Because of Kari and Suka leaving and something that happened at school earlier that day, I went into a state of depression/angst for a while. I convinced myself that I was stupid for ever thinking I had any real friends (it's kind of hard to explain...I won't go into details). The thing is, I wasn't mad at Suka and Kari...I was mad at myself (the fact is, I really shouldn't have been mad at all). But yet, I took it out on Suka and Kari because I blamed them for my own stupidity (which really wasn't stupidity, I just thought so at the time...my word, I'm putting a lot of parentheses in this post). So...yeah. Luckily they talked to me about it...along with some of my other good friends (especially Jazzy, Black Shimmer, and Jack)...and soon I felt better...somewhat. I still haven't quite recovered. I'm really glad that Kari decided to stick around, though.

Exactly, when I heard about this, it was a really bad day, I mean of what happened at school, home, and now this, I need some time alone.

Swords of the Wolves · **Posted:** Fri Oct 06, 2006 3:47 pm

Well, I cried myself to sleep last night listening to "How's it Going to Be" and "God of Wine" by Third Eye Blind. Those are a couple of the saddest songs you'll ever hear, I think. I did so to try to get my mind straight and release all my emotions. Hearing all these things about people abusing the Mate Box, (Not that I was there when it happened) and stuff like that... well, sometimes I wonder what makes people do these kinds of things. I mean, according to modern psychology, only about 2% of the world's population are the type that do these kinds of bad things and feel no remorse for that. Another 2% are supposed to be good inside no matter what happened in their past, and it's not possible for them to do anything wrong. It seems like this site (Based on some descriptions here) is getting the worse end of the psychological moral spectrum...

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