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C'mon, Maya, let in a little sunshine! ^_^

I do... or try. But when you open my window, there is a brick wall in my way. -.- No, seriously. There is a brick wall right outside my window. -.-

Sooooo yeah.

--Maya

I feel the same way. Sometimes I wish I wasn't, and I think that's what happens to people who grow up in the places like where I live right now. I mean, going to a private school, living in a rather wealthy neighborhood... it kind of makes you sad, because the only way you can truly look at other people's lives is, well, down... if you know what I mean. Sometimes I wish I could just maybe take a step down for a bit, and see what it's like.

Then go to the wilderness and live at one with nature; I plan to...however my reasons are very different.

I actually thought about that. It seems like me to do that. I think I would do that if there wasn't a law that said that you had to do whatever your parents told you to do until you're 17...

Petty laws like that are followed by the weak-minded. Your will is your own...not the law's.

Well, it's my will not to get arrested in my lifetime too.... When I can legally, I'll get my (BLEEP) out of civilization for a while...

If you do decide to slip away, I commend you, and there would be nothing to worry about; the Government has better things to worry about
(Example: Killing and Convicting innocent people.)

'Tis not a problem, my long lost sibling. ^_^
And yay, I have something to look forward to. XD

Same here, but it's kinda different for me. I'm also spoiled a bit by my parents, and I have a lot of things that other people don't have, but I'm caught between that and being at the bottom of the social chain. Being picked on, depressed, family issues...it's like I'm caught in two entirely different worlds: happiness and depression. If you saw me, you'd never guess that I'm a part of both sides.

I've always been happy and cheerful; except for the time when I had anxiety.

Mayahuskee--> I know how you feel. Everyday, little by little, life seems to end for me. There's no adventure, no excitement, and I hardly have any friends. I guess it's because I'm just a little mixed up. (Not retarded) I don't know who I am, what I'm gonna be, or where I want to go. I had dreams, but they all dissapeared when my parents told me they were going to pick what I did in life, because of one mistake, I snuck out of the house with my friends, old friends anyway.

Now, my haven is the computer, and I'm happy here, but when I'm alone by myself, and don't have access to the computer, I feel dead almost. Because no one talks to me, and I guess that's just because I hardly speak at all. I may seem confident on here, but in real life, at school, I'm that girl who sits by herself with a brown lunchbag.

Well, you may not find me with a brown paper bag, but you do find me alone, outcasted.

But I am a different breed of human. And last night, as I talked with an old friend, he made me realize this. It made me feel... different, as usual, but in a very good way.

Now, first, you must realize not a friend I see in real life, just my computer buddy. =P

And we laughed and joked, and told each other how we had changed. It was fun, but odd. He showed me something that I had long forgotten... It felt good to remember.

But as I state now, Life is nothing but a slow Death, and Death is nothing but another Adventure.

--Jack~MH

Different Breed of Human. Lol...