I believe I've met him once before. He was a wonderful guy. I'm going to miss him. Rest in Peace, Artic Wolf...
I'm so sorry for your loss, that's a terrible thing to be through. I know it's hard, but try to keep the good memories, and ALWAYS remember that he's in a wonderful place now. And, I usually go religious, but i won't, everything happenes for a reason, it happenes for a wonderful reason, so perhaps there's a better change coming along your way. Now, don't take that as a bad thing or anything, he was a wonderful guy, and should never be forgotten. Once again, I'm so sorry for what happened, and, don't EVER think everything's your fault. That's the worst thing you could do. Believe me, that's the desition I made, not a fun one. Bad effects in the few years after. But, anyway, yeah... may our beloved Artic Wolf rest in peace, we will miss him, dearly.