Walking beside you constantly
You don't even properly read the signs I throw out to you I think they're obvious, but you don't seem to understand what I'm trying to tell you Maybe I'm not trying hard enough to show you them I don't really know why you haven't seen my feelings before I'm around you all the time, but all you seem to do is ignore me It's because you find me annoying, I know that almost for sure. But you have to understand I'm scared of this feeling inside.
You have consumed my heart. You have consumed my life. All my love has gone out to you... I thought I swore never to let that happen again... Sometimes, though, you can't help it And this was one of those exceptions I just wish I hadn't let it take over my world...
Last time this happened, nothing went smoothly I lost everything I loved Everything I had possessed. I didn't want that to happen again. And I didn't think I was making a mistake with loving you. But... sometimes, I'm wrong...
It hurts to see you with another, but I know he needed you more. I could tell since the moment I met him that he needed someone to hold him. So I pushed aside my love for you and tried to get both of you together. And it worked. Since when did I throw the things I admired away so others could be happy? This isn't who I used to be. But I guess the past can sometimes change you...  I just don't know if this change was good...
Now you always walk beside him He seems to be the one who gets you alone It's getting harder and harder to get your attention And the only working way I've found to gain your mind Is to agitate you endlessly And as much as it hurts me to see you hating me beyond belief It feels as though it helps me to get over you...
But just as I think I've gotten over you I see you again And I see your eyes I see your devious smile I see the way your personality shines out from underneath that thick spotless pelt of yours And everything I tried to forget comes running back to me...
And I turn away, stopping a tear from running down my muzzle For I know I can never love you again You have another lover And maybe, I'll love another too
But even if I do find another to adore I'll never forget you. You will always be in my heart,  A bright, shining moment in my life. And although I can never tell you I love you Although I'll never receive your heart... Or your love... You have to understand...
You were always my angel... I just wish I could have been yours too...


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Characters and poem [c] Blake 2008. Do not copy, redistribute, etc, etc, etc... [not that you'd want to XD]

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