Ch.9: bleeding heart

   I finily got on the roof & she was there standing in the middle with her hair rising & falling with the strong wind."Ash I'm sorry!I just can't do this anymore,"I could see tears in her eyes at she stood there.A huge gust of wind blew me off my feet & to the ground near the eage of the 18th story building.

   Okami fell as well,but not as far.She got up bracing herself & so did I."But why didn't you stop yourself before?Why didn't you stop the kiss?"I said to her over the loud winds.She looked away  & said"I couldn't stop myself.the feeling was too real,too powerful for me to over come."

   She looked up at me with pain in her eyes."I would give anything to be with you,but I woulndn't give up.But its not allowed for us to love one another.I would probly go to the cell for years just couse I loved you,"pain was what I felt as she talked.I felt as if I were punched in the stomach or stabed in the heart with a silver knife.Nothing seemed worst then this,right here right now.

   "What would happen if I'd died?If I jumped right here before your very eyes?If I go homes & take a knife to my heart?What would you do?"I said to her.She looked away again & mumbbled to herself.If I was correct,I think she said,"I would kill myself just to be with you in heaven...forever."

   My heart felt now caged behind iron bars tring to brake free,screaming her name.She looked up again.Then everything came to a horrorble effect.A huge gust of wind came again.I was on the leage of the building losing my balince."Okami!Help!"I srceamed her name.She ran to me to grab my hand,tears filled her eyes.She was so close to me that she almost got my hand.But missed but an inch.

   I was off the building in midair for a second & started to fall.I saw her face as I was falling.Tears fell from my eyes as I looked at her one last time.Then I heard her scream with bloody pain,"ASH!!!"I hoped I had a great life as it was being taken away from me.I thought of all the past exsperences I had with her.Cooro would be painfuly mad.Mom & Dad would never get to meet their son they had long ago.Reene & Cody will be heart broken.Everyone in the kingdom would die.Drei being lonely & sad in the rain all the time.& Okami would never forgive herself & live with greff the rest of her life with misory & pain.

   I couldn't thinking of what do say for any last words or thoughts.It seemed forever before I was going to hit the ground.It was like my dreams;falling out of the sky,never seeing the ground again,& crying for an unknown reason.My life was short, but well lived.Well life can be the best thing ever or the most horrorble thing known to man kind sometimes.But we have to move on sometime,right?

   I thought I saw Cooro on the ground as I fell.But I guess it was my mind tricking me.I finily felt something hit hard on my back & I closed my eyes to hide the pain.Then all went black...Was I dead?....Wheres the light....WHere was I truely?.....