Thank you very much for your attention. I didn't know I would get to be surrounded by many new curious guys. Ever since I met JT that day, I have been getting many new friends and I have become more outgoing. I have to thank JT for that heheh...
You know what is funny, that many of those curious canines like to talk to me, but it's always about a certain topic;
My family...
So whats so funny you ask? Hrrnnn...You certainly have to know about my family, I mean they are living here much before the cruel epidemic disease that affected this little town. My family is not a normal one, several of my siblings struggled to adulthood and they are known to cause trouble. Everyone thinks that I came through hard times with them, you know...they think I have been abused and beaten by my parents and my so-called dysfunctional brothers. I mean a terribly abused person can't behave well in society, or so they said. Am I behaving like a normal individual then?...Thought so heheh... That horrible abuse you were thinking, were just mere nips in my back, those little "punishments" would just leave me a little pain, and not a trauma, and those would only make me behave.
My mom thinks I should be more positive since I'm the youngest, I should be the cheerful happy-go-lucky one. Oh seriously, look who's talking, the one that should be more caring and less worrisome, keh! It's not I don't like my mom, but she's as I said before, so...worrisome and a control freak!-Like any mother...I guess. Still she annoys me because of that, JT's mother is really kind, why can't Amelieh be a bit more like that? Because we are not like JT and his siblings...
My father is so much better, he spent more time with me than Amelieh. However he's someone very old right now, he has a terrible way of walking and I can see how difficult is to him to breathe. I'm afraid....I-I don't want him to leave me, I don't. It's hard to understand my master's language, but deep down I know what he means when he looks at my father with pain in his eyes...He won't live for much longer.
Then my brothers get in the way; Mountaineer and Jonesy. Mountainerr is a mess, he is someone who is always afraid...of everything. He rarely leaves the house, he fears my owners, he fears our owners and runs from them, he fears loud noises, he doesn't run away from Charles and Amelieh, but if you look at his eyes you can guess he fears his own parents.
Mountaineer...is he afraid of me too? What your answer then...thought so.
Jonesy is a bit better, at least he has his life haha. However he's someone who's totally emotionless. Mabe it's because I'm a very cheerfull person, but I find impossible to live without havin fun or feeling sad, but thats the way he talks and act. Like he has no will to feel any emotion. He give me the creeps...Brrrr scary and not nice, not at all...
Oh I almost forgot about Southwinder! Ack how dare I. Ah South dearest was my best friend when I was a pup, we did everything toguether we had no need to interact with others. So many games... However now it's over. Nathan was the one who won the heart of South dearest, and now she lives with him, and she has four beautifull puppies. I bet she's very happy, but I'm out of her life...I guess.
Even if my family is very dysfunctional, I'm a grateful person... At least I have a family, at least I know and love them. Not like Gibson McGregor, who's a orpahan and a lowlife, someone who once saw his mother, but never knew her name.
Now McGregor...I don't understand that guy. I have no idea on why he is the way he is. He's someone who I have to see almost everyday, and he always leaves such a negative opinion to everyone. He always act as if all Nome wronged him, and he is someone who seems so infuriating and abusive all the time, he's always angry.
Ugh not just that Gibson is someone sick, he constantly stalks me and looks me in such a horrible way. He always calls my family names and pick on everyone, I can't help but hate him. Yet...I wish I could know him better. Pft no, I don't have any feelings for him, gark ask something better could you?!
You could say I'm used to weird dogs...I mean heh after living with such a bunch. If you take everything too serious you can grow like a control freak like my mother, emotionless like Mountaineer, or if matters get bad, paranoic like Mountaineer or even like McGregor....a bad person. Even worse you can also go insane, and I don't think loosing your head it's a nice thing. Trust me.
I think I just took way too much of your time, huh? I think the same hehe. I should be bubbling about JT instead of telling you about those I live with. It's a very complicted subject and it sometimes becomes unconfortable to me...
Hunh what?
OH MY-! Urgk there you go again with Gibson McGregor. I tell you, I can't have any feeling for someone who's always acting and looking you in a way like if he wanted to violate you, and no I haven't been beaten and abused by anyone! Someone who has been abused or worse, violated, can't behave well in society.
Am I behaving like that? Can't you ask me about JT instead?!
Thought so heh.
Antara is one of JT's admirers, she doesn't have a tragic life, however she has her problems. More can be told in an upcoming fanfic by Catwhohas14tails.
Characters mentioned © owners, you uys know who you are.
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