The snow pelted down and i shiverd squeezing myself furthur into my cramped cave my farthers wolf pack were all squashed in i could not sleep so i squeezed and figeted until i was at the mouth of the cave. I was two years old tomorow and so excited i would finally be looked apon as a adult and would also be allowed to mate my farther had decided i would have a arranged mating to this grey wolf called loner i was not looking forward to this. I crept out of the cave and into the bitter winds of winter with its feel of claws and fangs ripping and lunging for your throat amazingly i found this very pleasent it was a change from the umbearable body heat and clostaphobia of my home caves. I slunk away past the rocks of the grizzly bears now coverd in snow i was glad to be white glad for the camoflage i was headed past the trees towards the barking lake now frozen solid  but as i aproached i noticed a change in the air i looked to my left and saw loner aproaching me "hello loner"  i called "hi aniu " loner replied "please can we talk" asked loner as i turned to leave "ummm ok" i agreed and after about a hour of talking loner made his move but i was quick to reject him but when i did this his face changed from friendlyness to anger as he threw me over and mounted me mating me quick  i tried to through him but he was to heavy i gave up as he raped me repeatedly i ran home sobbing but the next day i was to ashamed to tell anyone but loner was quick to tell my farther that we had fallen in love qand mated happily with each other my farther soon came to congratulate me but i was to disgusted by the knoledge of the thing growing inside me

a year and a half later:

after a difficult birth  i had given birth to three cubs one gray two white both of the white cubs were girls but the gray cub was a boy and was the spitting  image of his farther they had grown quickly and after a year and a half i could not stand the site of the grey cub i could not even bear to name him i know it was wrong to hate him because of what his farther had done but i could not help it so one could winter night i snuck out and took the gray cub to a beach  where a boat had just been shipwreacked i knew he would be able to surive there so i put him down in one of the old crates and left him never two see him agin untill many years later