The broken past.

This is a fan fic about my character Azacha please do not steal her name or her look away from me always ask permission before using her.

I have always been told to put the past behind me,that is quite hard when you can see it everyday.As i lap up the cool river water i see my scars reflect in it.The one crimson scar that i have lived with for a year now runs through my right eye,it dominates my facial features and stands out like a sore thumb.I have lived a lie all my life well not all of it most of it from the day i lost half of both my ears.I used to be a happy wolf i used to prance around catching butterflys and used to wander by the human village.That was until 'They' came.

It all happened when i was walking along with my pack member Bailamore.We were having a girly chat about the males in our pack saying who we would like to be with.I saw some human children they were about 15 years of age and were very tall,one threw a stone at Bailamore and shouted to his friends "Hey watch this wolf whimper!"He laughed and chucked more stones at her.I ran infront of her and told her to run,but she couldn't she always stopped in terror when she was afraid.One of the boys ran to fetch something from a tent and came out with a chain,an old school tie and a white and then a red handkerchief.

I puzzled over it until they chained Bailamore up and i could hear her whimpers for me to help,but before i could try to save her the boys put a chain around my neck and one around my muzzle so i couldn't bite.I lay teathered to a tree next to the whimpering Bailamore who looked sick and didn't look healthy at all.The boys laughed as they took aim at Bailamore's shaking body and hit her with a stone.Bailamore yelped and lay struck down on the ground,i whimpered for her but the boys ran over to me "Huh? you want some now do ya?"They said angrily.One boy,younger then the rest with blond hair looked at me in my cold red eyes he had beautiful blue eyes but they were clouded over now with hatred as he pulled out his black and red school tie and wrapped it tightly around my tail.

Another boy came up to me now and produced a small knife from the whit handkerchief,i shivered not knowing what would happen next.The boy took hold of my paws and i flinched he wrapped the white hanky around my left front paw and tied the red one around my right front paw.I thought he was going to cut my paws off but that was not what he was going to do he was about to do something much worse.He raised the knife high above his head and struck down.The pain seered through my body how could he have done this.I opened an eye and saw them lieing on the floor.A top of each of my ears.I stood strong i couldn't let him get me down.He rose the knife up again and this time scratched through my left eye.I opened my one good eye and looked over at the boys who were crowded around Bailamore 'O shit what have they done?!!' i quickly asked myself.I couldn't get up as they thought i was dead.The boys cheered and they ran away from this 'crime scene'.

I felt fear fill my body as i got up weakly, i couldn't move as the chains kept me stuck to the tree.

A night passed and the humas woke with a start they all were going out on a hunt leaving me stuck by myself next to the limp body of Bailamore.I needed to get up to help Bailamore and make sure she was ok but how?That's when i noticed my teeth i could try chewing through the chains.I did this slowly as it hurt my teeth so much.I finally broke free with a ring of chain around my muzzle still and a loop chain around my neck.I ran up to Bailamore and nuzzled and shook her. "Bailamore! Bailamore please wake up!"I cried.She didn't wake up,i whimpered sadly and heard humans voices.'I have to get us out of here'I said to myself so i dragged Bailamore's heavy body on my back and sighed."God Bailamore i thought you were on a diet"I laughed a little.But then i ran.I ran as fast as my legs would take me with Bailamores beautiful brown body bouncing on my back.I found a cave and let out a heaved sigh,i let Bailamore's body of my back and realised she had no heart beat,i hadn't saved her i just brought her to a better death bed.I howled and then licked Bailamore's soft fur.She had been my best friend and now i had lost her.I noticed i couldn't stay here so i got up and ran for my life,i ran over mountains and hills until i stopped.I was tired and couldn't breath properly.I lay down to sleep and i slept for days when i finally did wake up i woke up looking in a puddle of water i saw my scars and didn't recognize myself. "It can't be me"I said quietly and noticed i was alone.

Since that day i have been alone for all my life.Haunted by the past and i will never go near another human again.If wolves pass me the snigger and joke about my scars but i know that they are no joke and noone should ever have to suffer mine or Bailamore's pain.I will never live my dreams because of those boys,i will never have pups or find a pack.The pack i used to live in left me as soon as they saw my scars they thought i was vicous and would attack them.But this is not the end of my sad story there is much much more to learn.

((This is just the begginning of Azacha's life story.Soon there will be stuff from her puppy hood and more about her future.Hope you have enjoyed my fan fic please leave a comment. Your faithfully Hollie Adams (Aragneer)))