Sorry

Sorry

 

The love and belonging that I felt was the first time I have ever felt the that warm feeling

 

The feeling of trust, caring, kindness but the biggest and brightest like the silver glow on a full moon night

 

Was the friendship that we had

 

So powerfull

 

So clear and full of trust

 

You unlocked my ture self

 

The Devine lock was unlocked because you

 

I felt happness, love and belonging for the first time in my whole life

 

You were the only one who understood me for me and not someone eles

 

You helped me find the way out of the forest of eternal darkness

 

Whitch was where my soul was locked

 

Forever I thought that I would never escape

 

The Forest whitch had my soul in bind with flaming darkness

 

I was never to escape

 

I was never to see the silver moon or hear the beautiful howl of the wolf

 

All I could see was the moon was once sering silver

 

Is now the color of blood

 

Whitch represents hate

 

Anger

 

Endless pain

 

Eternal darkness

 

And no feeling of love or belonging

 

The seal of darkness had me in a bind

 

But you were the devine key

 

To unlock my true self

 

To unlock my soul

 

At the same time you gave me the most wonderfull gift of all

 

The gift was to feel love

 

To feel belonging

 

To feel friendship

 

To feel trusted

 

To now be able to see the silver raidiant glow that the moon gives off when full next to the beutiful sound of a true wolf's howl whitch you are the wolf

 

You brought out the wolf in me

 

To rise to the suface

 

To be one

 

You tought me to just be me

 

You taught me the meaning of the words

 

Friendship

 

Loyalty

 

Love

 

Belonging

 

Trust

 

And so much more

 

You are the one I can call brother

 

You were always there for me as I for you

 

You trusted me as I trusted you

 

The bond was so bright that even the sun and the moon would

bow down

 

But I shatterd that

 

All of whitch I felt

 

The bond was broken

 

The eternal light was faded

 

The moon went back to it's blood color

 

The beautiful howl of the wolf was now a roaring fire

 

Sering everything with the flames of darkness

 

The white dream clowds are now dark and tinted blood red

 

The rain that fell was not the beautiful water prisoms that make rainbows of splashing happness

 

The rain was dark it was blood

 

Covering my mind with blood same with my true self and my soul

 

The seal of darkness has returned

 

The only way for the lock to be broken is for you the devine key to shatter the seal once more

 

Please unlock my true self and my soul

 

Please forgive me for shattering your trust like staned glass of the church

 

I did not mean to lie it came out as one and im so sorry for betrying you

 

It's your choice to forgive or not to forgive

 

Remember one of the many lessens you tought me about being a lone wolf

 

The lessons are

 

The wolf is one with each other

 

The wolves hearts beat as one and always will

 

The wolves are brothers and sister from the godess of the moon

 

Decendents of the moon we all wolves are

 

We will never leave each others side even if it costs us our lives

 

But my lie has locked my true self with my soul back into the forest of eternal darkness

 

And only one who's bond that is more vibrent then the moon itself can unlock the seal

 

The devine key is only granted to the wolf with the bond of ever lasting light whitch is called lunar sight

 

Lunar sight is another way of saying

 

Love

 

Belonging

 

Friendship

 

Trust

 

Happyness

 

And of being one

 

The only one who has lunar sight is you

 

Your the only one who can unlock my true self and my soul from this eternal hell

 

Whitch ever you chose I will understand

 

If yes im going to say thank you and much more

 

If it's a no then im saying goodbye my brother and fairwell.

 

 

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