his arms then, and i felt like if i was falling down to nowhere, then, a beam brought light to me, and i seen myself in a weird pleace, it was nome, probably, the nome of the heaven, cause there were clouds around, loads of white soft ones, the town was empty, i could only see the buildings of the post office and the  city hall, and the ways covered of snow, which wasn't cold by the way, and then a beautiful brighting shape came to me from the dark part of the town, it was a beautiful siloute i had already seen once, and that had my heart in her paws, "Follow me!" she said smiling and nuzzling me, i followed her, of course, did you doubt?, and she seemed to really want me toc hase her since she begun to run away from me and i run faster after her, we run tgether between the streest of nome, jumping like happy puppies in a wide garden... but then she took me to aan alley, where i got stucked with the next thing i seen.. i seen myself lying down in the ground, shaking, showing up my weakest point, and seen she crying and runing away form me, that literaly seemed to catch up my heart and break it into a million pieces, my eyes were wide open, even tought my eye shape did not allow me to before, i oppened them really wide, worried, and a strange sensation i rarely felt before chit my back, avoiding my muscles to be moved, i was like a statue, and then i fell at floor with no reason, no, i wasn't having a seizure when i fell, just tought of how sad and scary would be to be left by the love of my life, cause i somehow knew whe was for me when i seen her, and i belonged to her as well, i somehow knew it,

i felt something wet touching my nose and sniffing me, i sightlly oppened my eyes, getting to see he light, i was lying down in a cold white bed, there was a huge eyeburning lighht over my body, i was staring directly at it, i took my sight put of it and took a sneak peak around me, i t was a place i already been to, i did not remember which right there, my sight wsblinded by light so it was hard to me to ditingue everything on my background.. but well i got to see Arrate's fringee, "hey guys" i tried to say and make it understandable " Are you ok?, i tought we would lose you when you had that thing....", i perked my ears strangered by what i was hearing, so first time in my life no one said i was infeted, "so.. thi is the reason why those people were insulting you while we were walking around?", i noded my head trying to state the reason without making it ery noticed "why didn't you tell us before?" Asked Micky , "well its nothing to be prouf of..." i said taking my sight somewhere else, and closing my eyes embarrasted for what they just had seen "But it's nothing to be ashamed off either" said a sweet femenine voice behind my back, it was beatiful that voice made me open my eyes and try to look for where it came from desperately "Angie! you here!" said tribu in high voice, my heart begun to beat realy really fast as fast as i heard the name "Angie",  i sat in the bed and brought my stare to the door, it seemed to be open, if not how'd she get into the vet?", "Don't worry honey, i don't see why should you be embarrasted, it's a cornical disease, you're not an infected, and of course you don't have  devil in your sould, like the people goes around saying" said Angie coming closer to the bed, i could not believe what she was telling, how did she understand about it?, "so... you are not afraid of me'2, i asked them all.. they all shaken their heards, Angie shruged, "why would us?, there is nothing to fear you, well not counting with your hungryness, when you are hungry, you are terrible!" she said trying to make a joke towards the meat i was chasing on the racing circuit, "watch! my owner seems to be talking o yours guys " she said taking her sight to her back, then i turned around and went off the bed, t was my chance to get closer to her, and tood beside her watching whatever she was staring at without paying at it very much atention but when i heard teh doctor talk about my disease "this dog has an ephilepsy problem probably coming from recesive genetics, there is no cure, or in really weird cases it gets to be outgrown, but there are posibilities, there is medication for ephileptical seizures though, so they don't suffer that mcuh while having them and sometimes it gets to out grow them, al you need is getting a box of these pills " said teh doctor showing my owner a box of pills, "hey have you heard!" said Arrate jumping of happyness in front of me "You can outgrow them!" he said, rubing me with his head, "he seems to love you a lot" said angie beeing somewhat meanie, "yeah.. i see thank you guys, is the first time no one calls me infected nor gets away form me throwing me stuff.." i said grateful for what they just had shown me, hey care about me, amd angie.. well.. won my heart for ever by saying what she said... i tried to forget the dream i had, and i got it,

a wek after keeping on with my training, i went out to rest  a little, a young,, very young boy cames towards me "thsi dog is really cute" he said, "hey boy," he said coming closer, i dropped my head and let him pet it, as he was pulling his hand up to my head,, and rubbed me softly making me feel somewhat loved around, i waged my tail, he seemed to like it a lot, and i noticed his small fingers caresing my nuzzle, then he introduced his hand in my mouth leaving a tasty small thing there, what was that? it had a weird brownish color, probably, jam? it tasted like.. well. it had a special taste, it would be great woth a little of bread to accompany.. aww again thinking of food... godness.. i don't get to understand how am i so thin when i eat almost everything eatable... well bakc to the main subjet, i licked his hand gratefull for what he just gve me, and peted my head agian, when one of his parents came towards him catching his hand "well let the doggie, i still have to do the lunch and we must get home soon.." said his mother " bye dogie, i wish i can see you again someother day", he said, i perked my ears and wagged my tail "sure!, who may that boy be?, no idea but if he's going to give me those tasty stuff he can count with me to pay him a vist soon!" i told myself with a big smile in my muzzle "this suffering seems to be stopping.." i hapily believed, and well decided to go back to the house, after a train, seppala wanted to bath me, in that moment i could tell i did not have a bat before, it's not very peasant.. i can say i did not like it, not really, well probably when you get to be wet by hot water, like sepala did but once you are out of teh bath and he leaves you around in the house to get dry without any kind of towel you regret acepting to have a bath... plus you come ut really riddicuous,, is ike if a cow licked yoru whole hair.. al lame and.. well no more details i'm getting sick of myself now,after a horrble bath i decied to sit beside the stove so i could dry faster  i coud not stop thining of angie, she was on my mind all te time, like my ipod stuck on replay, hehe, so tehre i was daydreaming with my sight lost somewhere and teh stove's hot air moving my hair and sightly touching the slin under my fur, all calm and relaxed when Arrate popped right in front and pretty close to me scaring me and making me shout "HOW MANY TIMES! should i ask you to DON't interrupt me when i'm daydreaming!", i said still altered with his spook, "hehe i bet i know who you were daydreaming of.." he said staring at me with his eyes narrowed "what?" i asked him wondering how the heck did he know..  probably i was talking in loud voice and din't realize.. not the first time it happens to me,but well i don't think it was teh case in that right moment, "why don't you stop daydreaming and take action once and for all?", he asked me really serious "Listen, we all have seen the fool face you make whenever Angie is close to you!", he said, i felt a strabnge sensation in my stomach, my secret seemed to don't be a secret anymore and because of my own fault!, "crap" i tought, but well sicne i lost all hope with keeping that secret at least with Arrate,  i decided to introduce him in my little amount of people who knew i fancied her, in which was just me previously^^ what else to do?, "Why don't you ask her to have a date iwth you? or do something with you?, i don't know if she fancies you the way you seem to be in loev with her.. but i'll be honest, i think she srota likes you^^ " he said, that provoked into me a stronger sensation in my stomach, a big smile appeared in my face with almost no reason, i trusted arrate but this was possibly his first joke "ahh, no" i said, "yes," he said, "no" i replied once again, "i said YES AND ITS YES! godness..." he said, i blushed a lot, i could not just my cheeks became red, but my whole body, and begun sweating... yeah.. weird i bet you, beloved reader are thinking "how could he beswating?, dogs don0t sweat", so i did hehehehe, okay so, yes i became really nervous, i couldn't really believe what he was telling, even though it could be true, "why don't you try to increase the feeling?" he said, i stared at him making my wonderful "i don't get it" face, "ohh.. god.. give me patience because of you give me force... well listen, i think you have possibilities, and you seem to be really in love with her, aren't you?", he asked me twisting sightly his head "for a stare, a sky, for a smile an