Torn

My heart isTorn.

two ways

For Madame and Thomas

Why do I have to choose?!

If only I could stay

I could be happy with you.

The kindness you've gave to me

to  my kittens.

If only I could have more nights like the one at your  home

the way you looked at me with love and admiration

it made my heart flutter. They way you said my eyes look like sapphires

I couldn't help  but blush

If only I had endless days of you and your friends

filled with fun and

this you called "Jazz"

You saved and protected my kittens

like they were your own

and protected me as well.

If only you knew my feeling for you Thomas

If only Madame wasn't so alone

I could be with you

forever.

If only I had the courage just to say

"Thomas I love you."