I have forgotten about him..I'm so happy with Matt...but when Justin came on begging me it just made me feel horrible..I can't ever lose Matt...he makes me so so happy...Look..I'm sorry Ive been a horrible friend...if I didn't care I wouldnt have tried to keep you from leaving...I love you..

He knows where I live..and Ive told him to leave me alone..I'll just ignore him..

Justin! He won't leave me alone! He's freakin' coming to Arizona!

I do care! Gawdd...-crys- why is everyone on my back today?!

Wow.. -_- Thanks...I'm only having a HORRIBLE day...and I never get on my profile...AND I'm in school most of the time.

Nice profile

Hey Alp. c:

I know what you mean Becca. Honestly I do. We are going through the same situation. But it's okay. I'm going to guess it's a guy that has you down, and if it isn't a guy, then I'm sure things will get better. I promise it'll be okay. I know life is hard, and I know EVERYONE says life is worth it. Well I'm going to tell you something I hope you haven't heard. Life is worth it, BUT, it takes time for life to be worth it. It won't just come to us. We have to search for it. But life's happiness only comes to us when we aren't looking for it. You know that? True happiness only comes to us when we aren't looking. Keep living, don't kill yourself. Trust me, I've tried.. I've cut a couple times, each time wanting so much to die. I still want to die but I won't let me do anything, because the pain of trying isn't worth it. I'd rather just live through the struggles. Because it makes me stronger as a human. And it'll make you stronger as well Becca. Or leave if you truly need too. But if you do leave, I'd like you to have my number, so you can keep in contact with me, if it's possible. I want to make sure you are okay. Because I am always here, hon. I promise. :]

Haven, I know me and you haven't really talked, but it's okay to be scared. I'm in the same position as you. But I'm 15. It's what we go through in our teenage years.. We are struggling to find who we are.. Haven, Becca, whatever you wish for me to call you. It's okay to be scared.. I am too right now as we speak, and I've always been strong.. If you ever need to talk to someone about anything, I'm here, okay?

What are you afraid of..?

You have plenty to look forward to, hun..

Please hold on..don't give up..

Hun, go take a relaxing bath..please...you need to calm down..

Why? Dx

I'm a backstabber?! D:

Alec is fine now. He is just stressed big time with my step mom pregnant

It randomly crashed last night and wouldn't turn back on. D8

My comp hates me >.<

We're so cool Ice cubes are jealous. XD

Yesh! 8D And I love you too ^^ I will write more about you. c8

Lmfao! XD

Omg. O_O You really do love me! 8DD

Lmao. XD okz. ^^

Yayy! 8D

Haven are you alright? For some reason Alec gets a bad feeling that your going to leave him...he is worried

*Turns a bit, revealing that the clipboard doesn't even have any paper on it.* A problem for sisturr is a problem for brudder. Let's hear it. :3

Just wondering. *Scribbles something down on a clip board.*

Do you like Pop Tarts?

Oh..I'm so sorry..

Why? :'c